yeahh big dayy!

greetings.
yezza today is my biggie day.

err pardon me.
ignore grammatical error.
please. --'

okayy okayy wake up earlyy in the morningg.

and pufffff !

going to Kubang Kerian with mama kejap,

got matters to settle down there.

not long after that,

teman mama pegi Mydin.

beli barang dapur katanyaa.

since i am a good daughter, 

chewaahh masuk bakul angkat sendiriik.

so jyeahhh!

aww aww im getting taller and slimmer.

hewheww :P

okayy okayy.

Yezza finally at home ! 

Gtting stucked with injectable formulation blablabla. 

Haih. -.-

okayy update status facebook tejap.

then gotta sleep.

pening kepala suda.

kbye babyy.

be back soon.

hugs, belle.

its twentieth today.

oh my yes, today is 20th.

1year and 7months.

sort of and part of me went missing when you're not around.
I MISS US.

happy monthsarry !

i love you.

p/s : ignore my swollen eyes and my heavyy duty eye bag tuhh ye? 

sorry guys kinda busyy lately.

i did these sweet things fully with chaotic way.

err haha. --'

be back soon.

hugs, belle.

zyylo.

err dont know what to blog and i decide to ;

tell a stoghyy bout this.

jyeahh zylo!

okayy this is my zyylo. just repaiired it back.

and adding maxis line in it. :P

i've got damn hell gd reasons whyy i dont sell it back even jarang-jarang je guna this fon.

okayy okayy the first reason is,

the money that i got after i've joined the national service training program i used to buy this.

then also. 

this phone did have so many manyy good and bad ideal of the pasts that linger in my memories and it will be there forever lasting.

plus the text messages that i kept after messaging ;
still in it.



err whats the point?
when nobody care.
haha. --'

"when you're around someone so much, for so long, they become a part of you, and when they go away, you dont know who you are without them."

err okayy  ignore that. 

nothing to do with people who live or dead.

its just a decorative twiddle of sarcasm i did. --'

be back soon.
hugs, belle.

i need you.

Seluas langit di atas

Tak sedalam cintaku ini

Mengalir di dalam darahku

Sedekat hembusan nafasku

Cintaku untukmu ooh

Biar dunia menghina

Hatiku tetap cinta

Cause i miss you

Cause i need you

Biar dunia saksinya

Cinta kita berdua

Cause i miss you

Cause i need you

Wooo wooo wooo

Babyy babyy

Babyy babyy babbbyyyyyyyyyyyyy

Cause i miss you, cause i miss you

And cause i need you, babyy.

maybe im thingking too much.
my heart never know how to give up.
please get mad on it.
well hey.
gdnyte and plus,
enjoyy this i need you song ni haa.
the lullabyy song for tonyte.

err seems to be laa kan. --'


be back soon.

hugs, belle.

teringat.

heyya back!
haha just left my facebook and tadi teringat pulak somethingg.
the juniors e5 did busyy mentioningg about their graduation dayy.
banyakk gila foto yang telah diuploadd. --'

okayy okayy.
teringat the grad dayy of mine, and i miss the moment.


upload photos sikit.
nak imbas balik memori tuu. ;)

There's a big world out there.

 Bigger than prom, bigger than high school, and it won't matter if you were the prom queen or the quarterback of the football team or the biggest nerd.

 Find out who you are and try not to be afraid of it.

be back soon.
hugs, belle.

showing support.

assalamualaikum.

greetings.

okayy okayy.

nowadays the world getting heavier flooded with the news about the Palestine's,

and as i opened the facebook, i can say that ; 

most of my friends change their default picture.

and as i also want to take part in showing support -

in solidarityy with our Palestinian brothers and sisters in the zionist jails.

they're in hunger strikes !

this is my latest DP.

aww aww im handsome babyy! :P

another one what we can do since we're far awayy from them is,

we make a prayer. 

so that everything's gonna be okayy again.

ameen.

be back soon.

hugs, belle.

happy teachers dayy.

heyya long time no updating mine.
err maybe its too late yeah i know and im sorryyy.

to all teachers especially my dad plus the teachers in ;

-SK Saujana Impian 1, Kajang

-SK Dato' Hashim 1, Pengkalan Chepa

-SK Panji

-SM Sains Pasir Puteh

-UiTM Shah Alam

and teacher wanna-be,
miss ekeleyll sygs.
plus all my girlfriends who are studying in Maktab Perguruan in all those IPG's.
this is tribute to all of youu.

HAPPY TEACHERS DAYY !

be back soon.

hugs, belle.

give up.

once upon a time.

err yeahh this a sort of procrastination.

ehemm ehemm read this stoghyy below and then go to sleep afterwards. :P

heart : hey you, yes you. 

me : err, me?

heart : yes you. i want you to teach me on how to give up.

me : i cant heart, sorry.

heart : but whyy?

me : i dont know how to, in fact, you never give up on a person you love the most, no matter what.

heart : now i know whyy i never give up. 

me : heyy heyy please.

heart : err what?

me : i want that....

heart : hm?

me : both of us....

heart : do what?

me : do give up, please. im giving it all up heart.

heart : i know that you're tired enough.

me : so did you heart.

heart :  yezza babyy ! we have that in common. --'

im glad that im actually have the same thought as my heart had.
yeahh yeahh yeahh,
people will put on their judgemental sarcasm on me.
so?

but then i found this ; 

babyy you're the reason.

haha babbling again. --'

be back soon.

hugs, belle.

my life would suck without you.

My Life Would Suck Without You,

Kelly Clarkson.
...

Guess this means you're sorry

You're standing at my door

Guess this means you take back

All you said before

Like how much you wanted

Anyone but me

Said you'd never come back

But here you are again

...

'Cause we belong together now

Forever united here somehow

Yeah you got a piece of me

And honestly

My life would suck without you

...

Maybe I was stupid for telling you goodbye

Maybe I was wrong for trying to pick a fight

I know that I've got issues

But you're pretty messed up too

Either way I found out

I'm nothing without you

...

'Cause we belong together now

Forever united here somehow

Yeah you got a piece of me

And honestly

My life would suck without you

...

Being with you is so disfunctional

I really shouldn't miss you

But I can't let you go

Oh Yeah

...

'Cause we belong together now, yeah

Forever united here somehow

Yeah you got a piece of me

And honestly

My life would suck without you

see the highlighted one? yezza ! thats one for youu.

i miss you.

be back soon. 

hugs, belle.

riot.

err loading.

okayy okayy hell yeah im not in the mood.

pppfftt. --'

Just because we don’t talk doesn’t mean I don’t think about you. I’m just trying to distance myself because I know I am no other but only an option to you. but heyy im here, always if you need me. so i keep myself silence as it is the bestest way. and sooner it'll become that im backing off and walk away then.

hard to sayy yet make it tougher that seems easier to express them in words.

thats riot to me babyy.

thats the end.

okayy laa have to sleep now.
my bed and those comforters keep calling me.
waking up soon to see that everything is okayy.

be back soon.

hugs, belle.

yezza manchester cityy.

heyya back.

okayy okayy big game tonight.

just watched MANCHESTER CITY vs QUEEN PARK RANGERS.

and hell yeah !

the City's did a veryy awesome job babyy !

just love their spirit where the QPR's started to lead but all out of sudden, they didnt give up.

they keep on fighting till the end.

and as nothing imposible in football,

they managed to score TWO GOLS in onlyy one and a half minute !

wawww.

err have to copyycat their spirit in my next game and insyaallah,

in MASUM II this september.

be back soon.

hugs, belle.

mama's dayy.

sing along.

its maher zain's song.

number one for me. :)

i was a foolish little child
crazy things i used to do
and all the pain i put you through
mama now i'm here for you

for all the times i made you cry
the days i told you lies
now it's time for you to rise
for all the things you sacrificed

oh, if i could turn back time rewind
if i could make it undone
i swear that i would
i would make it up to you

mum i'm all grown up now
it's a brand new day
i'd like to put a smile on your face every day
mum i'm all grown up now
and it's not too late
i'd like to put a smile on your face every day

and now i finally understand
your famous line
about the day i'd face in time
'cause now i've got a child of mine

and even though i was so bad
i've learned so much from you
now i'm trying to do it too
love my kid the way you do

oh, if i could turn back time rewind
if i could make it undone
i swear that i would
i would make it up to you

oh, if i could turn back time rewind
if i could make it undone
i swear that i would
i would make it up to you

mum i'm all grown up now
it's a brand new day
i'd like to put a smile on your face every day
mum i'm all grown up now
and it's not too late
i'd like to put a smile on your face every day

everydayy is your day mama,

but the whole world use today's date to celebrate mother's dayy.

snap !

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAYY MAMA !

yezza, i love my mom !

this brilliant photo was captured by me.

location : oversea. :P

be back soon.

hugs, belle.

yes i do miss you.

hey.
err, im so brave to do this.
mati aku kalau dia tahu.
haha.

okayy okayy stick to the point here ;

YES, I MISS YOU !

yezza status di twitter.
so status tu di highlight tebal-tebal iye.

my facebook was alreadyy deactivated so baguslaa,
payah nak contact.
phone ad pon jarang-jarang guna bt txt or call.
haa tu pun bagus. --'

tapi dia busyy, busyy gila-gila, sangat amat.
okayy i understand that.

heyy anyone, please anybodyy let her know?

i dont have the guts saying this.

be back soon.

hugs, belle.

lawatan.

sayang cinta jantung hatiku,

dengarlahh rintihan hati nii.

err, gilo gilo.

jiwo. --'

okayy tukar laguu.

ehemm ehemm.

tersergam indah berdiri megah.

melahirkan insan cemerlang,

berbekalkan sahsiah yang mampan segalanya akan terlaksana,

...

sekolah menengah sains pasir puteh,

kami bangga menjadi wargamu,

para pendidik terus membimbing kami, srikandi tunggak smspp.

wah wahh wahh,

lagu sekolah tuu.

tempat belajar dan bermain.

hewhew.

okayy okayy, well today.

i went to SCIPP, my school, err i mean my high school,

where i thought and still think that, everything starts to happen there.
...

i mean it, EVERYTHING.

so kali ini pergi melawat adinda intan sofia, as she did told us, dia nak exam dah next week.

so pergi bawak makanan dan keperluan peribadi-nya laa. --'

mama masak simple tapi as usual, 

its simplyy delicious !

nyummy nyummy my tummy suda bunchett babyy!

haha ehh tak ingat, mama pun nak masuk blog.

taaarraaaaa !

okayy i am the mastercheff ! 

tak dilupakan anda yang menjadi penyebab saya ke pasir puteh nii,

haiyaa. --'

okayy saya lapar, tak bekfes dan tak lunch lagik nii haa,

sila jangan ganggu saya ! :P

alahaii laa, then we ate happilyy like the fairyy tales ending.

soon after that,

packing-packing then rushing-rushing ke SEKOLAH MENENGAH AHMAD MAHER pulak.

melawat seorang lagi ahli keluarga disana.

haha.

okayy done here, i think.

malas dohh ehh.

err, lupa pulak.

gtg, shower tejap.

be back soon.

hugs, belle.

golfing.

hey babyy please, please.
dont play on me,

babyy please please,

love me love me. 

haha currentlyy listening to this song.

cinta laura.

sweet bangat kan i.  ♥

okayy okayy,

looking up at pictures folder in UiTM, 

and i miss this time ; 

the golfing time !

yezzaa !

babyy babyy tengok laa !

err, gedik gila. --'

at the driving range,
yaww yaww, macam nak main hoki ponn ada nii.
 and saya terkial-kial nak pukul bola golf tu haaa.

err, i look taller and thinner in this picta. --'

and we did held this too, with lots and lots of  challenges,
 but it did went well.
syukur syukur. :)

and as peghactise makes perfect,

well im being a better me,

i did win that game, 

haha at least top 8players.

hewhew.

even petang tu i got to know something bad.

err, proceed proceed and life must goes on babyy.

YEAHH IM STRONG !

ohh yaa.

before i forgot, there's still no quotes for todayy kann? 

so i like to share this fellows ;

"If people have something to say about your life, that's saying little about their own. Keep your head up, stay strong and move on."

so here what it all means is,
dont ever give up, and dont ever be.
think whyy you held is so long and be strong to those reasons.
its your life, not them, not even theirs !
yezza ! so chill, dont spill.


be back soon.
hugs, belle.

teman sebilik.

"We had joy we had fun we had seasons in the sun 
But the hills that we climbed were just seasons out of time ."

erna firhanaa, asyikin aziz, belle, faezaton elmiia.

rindu gila kat korangg.

seriousslyy.

haha.

rindu nak dengar erna kejut bangun pagi,

rindu nak dengar ciken ajak pergi mandi,

rindu nak makan keropok dengan faezah.
dan paling penting,
rindu nak gerak sme2 pergi mana2. :P

ohh rindu serindu-rindunya.

jiwo. -.-

err, haha.

nak cakap apa lagik ehh?

ohh iye, nak sebilik dengan korang lagik ehh next sem?

okayy okayy done.

be back soon.

hugs, belle.

uitm schedule 2012/13.

uitm schedule II.

yezza babyy!

welcome back to UiTM.

okayy okayy, my next sem nii is more on outdoor activities.

jungle trekking, camping, flyying fox, abseilling, repelling etc.

haiiyaa.

best tuu memang best.

but what i hate is, i have to fight my vertigo in most all the activities there. --'

gayat sihh.

auuww auwww takot.

gedik.

haha.

mama dah pesan tadi, beli tiket nak balik raya awal-awal.

jangan kang pagi raya baru terpacak depan rumah.

tambah-tambah nanti busyy dgn MASUM II.

nasib baik SUKMA takde dalam list game this year kat Pahang.

basketball, ohh i miss youu.

yeayy yeayy !

my next semester break is on,
20 october 2012.

its been two years kan? 

mengantuk laa rasa mata nii.

tdoq la tejap babyy. [++]

be back soon.

hugs, belle.

panjat pagar.

tersebutlaahh kisahh....

mama : along along!

me : yezza mama sayang. err ada apa?

mama : tolong nii haa.

me : apa apa. (rushing ke dapur)

jeng jeng jenggg.

mama : along kan tinggi, tolong panjat pagar blake denuhh tuu, mama tak smpaii nak panjat. kuncinya hilang. mama nak suruh clear sikit rumput blake tu. kube sangat dohh. tolong panjat pahh ambik sabit tu, kerat rumput, tebas sikit semak-samun.

along : err, baiklahh mama. --'

heyy. im back.

haha tadi g tolong mama tejap, menyabit rumput, mengemas semak-samun. --'

look what i get !

mama saya. ;)

she's smilling and that's more than enough babyy! luckyy that i can still have the chance to see her smile.

yezza !

i love you mama. :)

err, kaki gatal-gatal suda, semut gatai nihh kekohh kaki kawe.
nk g mndi meta.

be back soon.

hugs, belle.

ikan singgang.

assalamualaikum selamat sejahtera selamat pagi petang siang malam. --'

hey babyy babyy. jangan kau marah, sebab ku enggan.
errr, sorry terbabas pulak.


okayy pada kali ini, entry saya bertajuk,

ikan singgang. 

sumpah saya tak boleh makan.
sorry mama i've tried the best, and my bestest nk makan bnda nii,
but seriouslyyy,
i cant.

nyum nyummyy nampak sedap, kan kan?
tapi sumpahh.
tak boleh makan.

ikan singgang and meehoon, will always remain as my untouchable dish.

err tak suka tak suka, maaflahh.
alahaii laa, tak guna punya anak kann?
haha, kutuk diri sendiri.
memang betol pongg. --'

but mama, masakan mama yang lain tuu,
will always remain as my favs.
i promise that.
always.

be back soon.
hugs, belle.

4 in the morning.

Waking up to find another day

The moon got lost again last night

But now the sun has finally had its say

I guess I feel alright

But it hurts when I think

When I let it sink in

It's all over me

I'm lying here in the dark

I'm watching you sleep, it hurts a lot

And all I know is

You've got to give me everything

Nothing less cause

You know I give you all of me

[CHORUS]

I give you everything that I am

I'm handin' over everything that I've got

Cause I wanna have a really true love

Don't ever wanna have to go and give you up

Stay up till Four In The Morning and the tears are pouring

And I want to make it worth the fight

What have we been doing for all this time?

Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right

All I wanted was to know I'm safe

Don't want to lose the love I've found

Remember when you said that you would change

Don't let me down

It's not fair how you are

I can't be complete, can you give me more?

And all I know is

You got to give me everything

And nothing less cause

You know I give you all of me

GWEN STAFANI -  FOUR IN THE MORNING. 

babyy babyy.

its four in the morningg ! --'

haha i dont know what makes me wake up this earlyy,

perhaps im waiting too much.

haha big laughh. 

okayy okayy,

my eye beg is getting heavier now.

be back soon.

hugs, belle.

sorry, do means what?

"Sorry is like a band-aid. Just because you use it, doesn't mean it’s going to heal the wound."

hell yeah, apologies, excuses, I hate them both.

heyya back babyy babyy. err, not feeling like want to sayy anything for bedtime stoghyy tonyte. haha. --'
err, okayy okayy back to our topic tonight, and its more about the word sorry.

i dont even know what should i write here, so sympathetic to me. kan kan kan?
alahaii laa. gila meroyan suda. i wish i can express everyyting and anyything in words, but it seems harder to me now.

based on the wikipedia, the free encyclopedia nii, it refers to ;

"an expression of regret or condolence"

err, to make it easyy, it means that you reallyy reallyy felt that you're wrong and you're apologized on that.

whyyy im posting this thing as the bedtime stoghyy?

its simple, think that perhaps or maybe,

youu all ad bt hal ke dengan anyone todayy?

ada tak ada tak?

winkwink. ;)
surelyy ada.

because no one ever perfects babyy.

yezza, not even you!

the word that i hate nii, err i mean this sorry word,

when we broke a promise or even promises.

i'll make it all clear.

usually is highlighted in a thing like this ;

"Don't make a promise when you're happy, don't reply when you're angry, and don't decide when you're upset.

so, to conclude,

dont make any promises as we simply going to break it.

and as it flows by,

we have to use this apology word.

and,

i hate this sorry word.

again, and again, and again.

ppfftttt. -.-

and looks like that im off now. gila gila.

gdnyte lullabyy.

be back soon.
hugs, belle.

hell yeah, i miss you.

heyya back babyy.
i just cant sleep.

hey i miss youu,
i dont get hell reasons whyy,
its just too much.
i know i shouldnt.

hell yeah, i hate to say this.
but im damn sorry babyy.

heart, please be tough.
gdnight lullabyy.

be back soon,
hugs, belle.

ohh jakel jakel.

my working partner, eva nadya lee.

haha heyya again babyy.
cant sleep.
so as i miss my work as a textile pghomoter,
i post this.
acecece.

not to be riak or agah. -.-
seriouslyy, my customers crik saya balik.
nk tempah kain laa.
haha.
sorry i alreadyy resign manners. :P

err, sedih but i have gd reasons whyy i did that.
still, going to kubang kerian btw.
got matters to sttle down there.

ssshhhhh, gtg.
mama datang sughuh tdoq.
haha.

be back soon.
hugs, belle.

ohh 9 may.

heyya back babyy.
today is 9 mayy.
about one month lagik, i'll be back in UiTM Shah Alam,
proceeding my study.
haha.
just realised this, tu pn tadi, after having a talk with mama.
gila kan?
iye iye saya gila. -.-

err, okayy stop about me.
then about tonight, quotes kann?
jeng jeng jengggg.

yezza, found one ;

"Sometimes, missing someone is your heart's way of reminding you that you still love them."

err, this means ;

your heart is currentlyy missing someone,

who used to spend,

err, maybe precious time with you or something like that.

its differ to anyone.

as people might think as,

it's better to quietly miss someone, than to let them know and get no response.

but mine was so like ;

the sweetness of  remembering and missing someone,

is when actuallyy, they did text or call us first.

winkwink. ;)

hell yeah, we can see or feel it with superb feeling !


be back soon.
hugs, belle.

first time.

heyya babyy.
err, okayy okayy ni first time.
blogging. -.-

with reasons no hell, im so addicted in qoutes.
maybe mungkin perhaps. -.-
they meant so much to me,
giving the inspirational motivation.
yeahh to keep moving on.

so dalam blog ni,
you'll find quotes, lots and lots of them.
dan kadang-kadang jugak pasal kisah hidup saya.
haha.

be back soon.
hugs, belle.